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Somewhere You Still Remember Me by Ari_mushroom
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
12 Oct 2026
Summary
SPIDER-MAN BRAND NEW DAY SPOILERS: DO NOT READ BEFORE WATCHING!!!
“I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life knowing I’d never get the chance to tell you how much you meant to me.”
Four years after Doctor Strange’s spell erased Peter Parker from the world, twenty-two-year-old Peter has gotten used to being alone. After MJ and Ned's housewarming party, Peter leaves heartbroken, only to fall through a portal, be transported through time, and land straight in the living room of the man he watched die.
For Tony Stark, it has been four years since Peter disappeared in the Snap. Now Peter has a chance to prevent the future that destroyed everything he loved, bring back everyone lost to Thanos, and save Tony before it’s too late.
Shelves: Marvel Comics
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 82,296
- Status:
- In-Progress
Summary
After the death of Superman in 2023, Conner Kent is left to pick up the pieces he left behind. At 17 years old Conner is expected to defend Metropolis from invaders, parent his younger brother, maintain a healthly relationship, and somehow live up to the name of a father he always seemed to disappoint.
At 17 Clark Kent was expected to finish his homework and avoid getting caught messing around with his friends.
When a new threat to the Justice League sends Conner and Jon back in time everyone realizes just how different Clark and Conner's realities have always been.Shelves: DC Comics
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 30,969
- Status:
- Completed
Before You Fall, Learn to Soar by Evermoon2097
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
11 Sep 2026
Summary
Running. Deku was always running. Ever since he was diagnosed quirkless 8 years ago. Running from his dad. Running from Kacchan. Running from his dead mom. Who could have thought he'd run into a new family? Not Izuku.
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Is this just a thinly veiled disguise to write Big Brother Hawks? Yes. Now enjoy. :)
Updates Every Friday around 1PM EST!
Do Not Repost to other Sites :)- Part 1 of Before You Fall, Learn to Soar
Shelves: My Hero Academia
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 219,781
- Status:
- In-Progress
Summary
After the end of the Triwizard Tournament, Harry is alone and struggling to find a way to hang on to his sanity when an unexpected boon walks into his house and kidnaps him to Gringotts. The Most Noble House of Nott is attacked and Theodore is left with nothing but ashes, a single gemstone, and the burning fire of something bigger than himself lodged forever in his soul. Lucius Malfoy suffers a momentary lapse in sanity and raises his wand against the Dark Lord. The lines between light and dark, good and evil, blur together and disappear entirely. All the while, Harry goes searching for who "Just Harry" is and keeps coming back to a dark-eyed Slytherin he never thought he'd call his friend...
- Part 1 of The Living Library
Shelves: Harry Potter
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- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 544,839
- Status:
- In-Progress
Summary
Harry returns to Hogwarts for his 8th year and tries his best to act like his peers, to act like everything is normal, all while struggling to reconcile the deaths of his friends with his own resurrection. Plagued by nightmares, PTSD, and panic attacks, he fails rather spectacularly at acting anywhere near normal.
Fortunately, Malfoy has returned to Hogwarts as well, and he's somehow managed to fail even more spectacularly than Harry. Except where Harry fails to act normal, Malfoy manages to come across as simply succeeding at being weird. Where Malfoy was once polished, cold, and perfect, he returns to Hogwarts messy, haphazardly dressed, perpetually late, and chronically stoned.
And when Harry finally manages to push everyone else away, Malfoy becomes the one person who makes him feel alive again.
The weed helps too.
Shelves: Harry Potter
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 277,386
- Status:
- Completed
Talk to me, Baby Bird (Timothy side) by NadeshikoFullbuster
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
09 Aug 2026
Summary
Bruce is out of the timestream. His best friends are back from the dead. He should be feeling better, relieved.
Yet, it is not the case.
Tim wakes up in his old bedroom at the manor after a fight with some thugs turned sour and Dick's had to save him.What is happening within him? And why is he feeling nothing and everything all at once?
He had to get out of here.Before anybody could see him break apart.
But it is too late for that. He is already broken beyond repair
- Part 1 of Talk to me, Baby Bird.
Shelves: DC Comics
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 30,737
- Status:
- Completed
Summary
In the aftermath of the Second Wizarding War, Draco Malfoy's life went from bad to worse. Six years later, he finds himself alone and with little reason to carry on. A chance midnight encounter with Harry Potter in the Curse-Breaker wing of Gringotts, however, gives him a reason.
A story of friendship, rebuilding, and too many cups of tea.
Shelves: Harry Potter
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 61,584
- Status:
- Completed
Summary
Bruce Wayne is dead.
Tim Drake steps up to take over the mantle and finds allies in unexpected places.
Bernard Dowd is a hopeful young GCPD officer who tracks Batman down as he rekindles his friendship with his childhood best friend Tim Drake.
This Tim Drake focused fic explores Tim's grief over Bruce's abrupt death, his taking over the cowl and facing off the resurgence of the Court of Owls while falling in love with Bernard Dowd. The fic is about Tim finding hope after the death of Bruce with the help of Bernard – their relationship is central to the story as a new Batman finds his ally within the GCPD, his own Gordon in a way.
Shelves: DC Comics
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 52,019
- Status:
- Completed
The Coin Flip - An Elseworld Story by ChronicDelusionist
Fandoms: Batman (Comics), Batman - All Media Types
15 Jul 2026
Summary
Bernard Dowd, the newest kid to take on the Robin mantle, has big shoes to fill. With Batman still mired in grief after the death of Jason Todd, a new villain over the horizon gunning for Batman's life, and coincidence after coincidence pointing to a grand design, he'll have to solve a deadly array of happenings and get down to the bottom of it all: Who is Moriarty? And what is his connection to Robin?
At least he doesn't have to worry about it at school, where his best friends Tim and Darla are blissfully unaware of his nightly activities. But change comes to all things, and unbeknownst to Bernard, Tim has his own secrets...
Shelves: DC Comics
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 96,481
- Status:
- Completed
Summary
Broken by the truth and hollowed out by war, Harry Potter walks through the ruins of Hogwarts for the last time.
Having realized his life was merely a countdown orchestrated for a final sacrifice, he feels no fear. Only a crushing, absolute exhaustion. He heads toward the Forbidden Forest not as a hero, but as a man seeking the mercy of silence.
The peace of death.
For the Chosen One, death is no longer a defeat, but the only relief from a world that never gave him a choice.
Lost in a world of betrayal, Harry no longer knows who to trust. Yet, the only hand reaching out to him is the one he never expected to take.
The very hand of Draco Malfoy.
Shelves: Harry Potter
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 111,762
- Status:
- In-Progress
Summary
Draco never asked to survive the war. It wasn't part of his plan to have to continue going afterwards, through the trials and the repercussions and having to go back to Hogwarts despite nobody wanting him there. What's the point of it anyway, when the wizarding world will never again respect him? Death would have been more agreeable.
Then Harry shows up with a badly sewn heart. Then he shows up with an extra essay. Somehow, he forces himself into Draco's life, and then forces the rest of his friend group into Draco's life, and maybe living can feel a lot less like one long stretch of waiting for nothing.
Finally feeling the calm after the storm comes with its own set of issues, though. Namely having to deal with the feelings he's not meant to deal with.
Shelves: Harry Potter
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 337,982
- Status:
- Completed
Summary
Back for their Eighth Year at Hogwarts, Harry and Malfoy's mutual hatred persists. Malfoy appears unwell, guarded, and as usual, up to something. Despite his own mental struggles, Harry is determined to uncover Malfoy's secrets.
Malfoy catches him spying one night. During their confrontation, Filch starts heading their way. They hide in a cramped closet together, triggering Harry's childhood memories and sending him into a panic attack.
“I’m not them,” Draco whispered, his voice losing its edge, replaced by a hollow, aching realization.
Shelves: Harry Potter
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 58,489
- Status:
- Completed
Summary
Jason listens to everything that Talia has to show him about the imposter who replaced him. He listened to everything she had planned, for him and for Damian.
And then he decides, fuck it.It spirals from there.
Shelves: DC Comics
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 102,448
- Status:
- Completed
Summary
The Bats were dead and Dick was the only one left alive. He had nothing left for him so why shouldn’t he join them?
Waking up back in time was not the plan but Dick wasn’t complaining. He finally has his family back and he will not lose them again.
Robin has always been able to do what Batman couldn’t. It was okay that Bruce won’t kill. Dick wouldn’t ask him to compromise his morals.
But he had no such restrictions. He doesn’t mind killing, getting his hands dirty, and being a monster if it means his family is alive.
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Or a Dark Dick Grayson who is just a tad overprotective of his family. Just a tad.
Shelves: DC Comics
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 114,757
- Status:
- In-Progress
Summary
Lycans have been a matter of myth and legend for centuries, so when our two young, war-weary protagonists experience big changes overnight, it’s quite a shock. Thankfully, they each have supportive chosen families to help them on their way.
After years of secret pining, Draco and Harry finally get the chance to love and be loved in all the ways that matter to them, and in so doing, fulfill the ancient roles of the Oak and Holly kings who fight and love forever to facilitate balance, transformation, and connection between the Dark and the Light sides of magic.
Shelves: Harry Potter
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 153,236
- Status:
- Completed
Summary
Remus saves Sirius from Azkaban, who takes one look at Privet Drive, and takes his godson away without a second thought. Years later, they’ve built a home with Harry, tea-stained mornings, forehead kisses, and love without question. But the past never stays buried. Between raising Harry, healing old wounds, and an unexpected proposal, Sirius and Remus find themselves caught between love, war, and the vows they’ve already made without speaking them aloud.
(or Harry just wants his godfathers to get married already!)(Warning: This is filled with tooth-rotting fluff, ridiculous amounts of kisses, and an ungodly number of cuddles. Sirius and Remus are completely obsessed with each other, and yes, it will make you gag. This is fluff that’s been raised in fluff town, in fluff country, in fluff world. Proceed with caution.)
- Part 1 of Of Godson and Vows
Shelves: Harry Potter
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 262,621
- Status:
- In-Progress
Summary
Anthology containing:
A Life Worth Living
After the war, Harry Potter finds himself drowning in the aftermath of a battle he was never meant to survive. Voldemort’s defeat has left him carrying a heavy burden—a paradoxical mix of relief and survivor’s guilt that drives him into a downward spiral of depression and alcohol abuse. Seeking solace in the chaos of crowded nightclubs and the numbing haze of intoxication, Harry begins to lose sight of himself and the people who care about him.
But even when Harry had given up on himself, there was one person who refused to let him succumb to his own self-loathing: Ginny Weasley.
With a fierce determination and a love that cut through his despair, Ginny pulled Harry back from the brink. In her unwavering belief, Harry discovered that someone truly needed him—someone whose world would shatter if he slipped away for good.
And so, Harry resolves to fight—for her, for himself, and for a life worth living.
The Golden Snitch (Updating)
James Potter never thought he’d find himself in a situation this bizarre, even by Marauder standards.
Desperate for a way to defeat Voldemort, James and the Order of the Phoenix performed an ancient ritual, summoning a powerful figure from another time and place. When the man arrived, James wasn’t sure if they’d gained an ally or unleashed another threat. But his son, Harry, took to the stranger instantly, fondly dubbing him “Mr. Snitch” after the man playfully adopted the name.
It was hard for James to reconcile Snitch’s gentleness with the sheer skill and power he commanded—power wielded so effortlessly that he spoke Voldemort’s name as if he did not know the concept of fear. And even through his guard, James couldn’t ignore how the stranger softened whenever he played with Harry, his voice almost aching with a quiet, unspoken longing when he spoke with James and Lily.
Who was this man, really? And why did James feel such a pull towards him, a deep warmth that seemed to defy logic? James was determined to uncover the truth, for the stranger felt like more than just an ally. He felt like a friend—like someone James had known for so long.
Shelves: Harry Potter
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 80,246
- Status:
- In-Progress
Pleasant (and Unpleasant) Surprises by TheLesserDessert
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
04 Apr 2026
Summary
The trio exchanged glances, eyes wide. “Kreacher.” Harry breathed. The three of them immediately scrambled towards the sound. As they approached the kitchen the boy who Kreacher had kidnapped was cursing and kicking things. “Get off of me you filthy vermin!” and “Know your place!” Harry thought the voice sounded vaguely familiar, but ignored the prickling on his spine at the sound and pressed forward.
Harry, who was at the front of the group, swung open the kitchen door and locked eyes with familiar icy grey eyes. Overwhelmed with shock Harry muttered “Malfoy?”Shelves: Harry Potter
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 91,282
- Status:
- Completed
Broken Mirrors and Fragile Things by EvieNyx
Fandoms: Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
31 Mar 2026
Summary
(I am Peter Benjamin Parker, and I exist.)
- - -
Three months after his existence was erased, Peter Parker was not doing so well. His solace came from knowing that at the very least he had managed to save his city in the end.
Apparently, though, Peter realized as Doctor Strange explained to him that he had to give up even more, losing everything-and-then-some just wasn't enough.
OR
The multiverse continues to collapse in on itself. Doctor Strange discovers the source of the problem as Peter Parker. The only viable solution is to remove Peter from his original universe so that no more entities will be drawn to his presence there.
Peter is sent to a world that lost its Peter Parker, and finds himself lost in a sea of people he'd grieved who had all grieved him in kind.
Shelves: Marvel Comics
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 113,265
- Status:
- In-Progress
Summary
Anthology containing:
The Heir to the House of Prince
"So you're adopted?
"Supposedly.""So your Dad ... he's not ...?"
"Seems like it."
"Huh." Theo stares at Harry with those grey eyes that look silver in the cauldron smoke between them. "But you're the heir to this ... House of Prince, so he's probably -""Yes. Probably." Harry looks at Theo sharply. "You don't know who he is, do you?"
"No." Theo looks back just as sharply. "If I did, I would tell you. You know I would."
"I do."
Something loosens inside Harry's chest. Something that has been tightening ever since Cedric died. He may not have his friends, or Sirius, or even know who he fucking is anymore, but he has this. At least he has Theo.
Summer of 4th year and Harry's all alone, dealing with his grief and the sudden revelation that James Potter is not his father. Support comes in a strange form. The form of Theo Nott, son of a death Eater. A strange friend who says he'll help him find his true father, whoever this Lord Prince might be.
The Heir to the House of Prince Part 2 - The rise of the Black Prince
Harry dreams.
Beyond the veil, he realises that there is no taste to the air. He stands with the Black Prince and watches the ravens fly in slow circles above a triangle made of shadows.
"I'm dreaming," Harry says.
"You may be," the Black Prince smiles at him.
"Are you?" Harry asks. "Dreaming?"
"It's possible," the Black Prince watches the ravens with soft familiarity. "This is the place where we meet."
Then Sirius' arms are around him. Warm, strong, loving, hugging him from behind with that smell of cigarettes and whisky. "You're a lynchpin in the universe, Harry."
Harry turns with a smile to hug his godfather but Sirius is not there. Bellatrix is leaning over him and Harry is encased in stone, unable to breathe, unable to think through the pain in his hand.
"I expected more."
Harry screams and wakes, but not for long.
The dreams pull him back.The Heir to the House of Prince Part 3 - The Last Necromancer
"And they shall not return from Charon's gate
and tread the mortal paths again
except for the children of Persephone
the twilight flames of nekros
who mark the manteia of the daughters of Nyx.
Beware those who bring the Moirai."
- The Necromancer Prophecy of Ursula Shipton"And his power shall return in England's hour of need, to rid the land of darkness again."
- The prophecy of Merlin"Then Morgana Le Fey took from Death’s own stallions a hair of finest silver and the stallions could be seen no more upon the field of battle, only to the warriors who had seen the steps of Death as she passed. The Fae Queen took from her people a cut of the wood of their Elders and it bled with their tears and berries were formed. Then from the body of Mryddin where he lay, his life spent upon the field of battle, they took a bone from his arm that had borne the sword of the lake. Each part they gave to Death and she fashioned for Morgana Le Fey a weapon of great power."
- Marina Ollivander's Account of the death of Merlin.You're a lynchpin in the universe, Harry.
Shelves: Harry Potter
- Site:
- archiveofourown.org
- Words:
- 1,622,064
- Status:
- In-Progress