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    Cody dies after only being deployed for two weeks.

    He wakes up in his sleeping pod on Kamino to the buzz of his alarm

    Cody dies. He wakes up back on Kamino. He doesn't know how, and he doesn't know why, only that it keeps on happening and he would very much like it to stop. He would also like to work out what it is that he needs to do to win this war, save his Jedi and save his people. He is not particular about the order in which he achieves those goals.

    Shelves: Star Wars Fics

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    After the war Harry wakes up inside his cupboard, in the body of his ten year old self.

    It can only mean one thing.

    His plan worked.

    or

    A Harry from a dark future goes back in time for less than altruistic reasons, taking down all the Death Eaters in the process will just be the cherry on top.

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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  3. Shadow Gate by

    Fandoms: Persona 5
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    19 Jul 2026

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    No one, not even Morgana, knew why Akira’s power was so different from everyone else’s. Akira didn’t really mind the whole “learn as you go” approach, but as Igor granted him more power, he started to feel strange side effects – random fits of anger, melancholy, mania – without any obvious source. In a fit of inexplicable rage, he storms into Mementos on his own, only to be saved by another persona-user wearing a black and purple body suit…

    Forming a tentative alliance, they delve into Mementos to discover the source of their strange, shared power, and begin to unravel a vast conspiracy, the cogs of which were set in motion long before Akira ever came to Shibuya.

    Shelves: Persona 5

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    Before the Serpent Rises

    Harry Potter was done waiting.
    After years of beatings, neglect, and being treated like an inconvenience in his own home, Harry runs away from Privet Drive in the middle of summer—tired of the Dursleys’ cruelty, the silence from those who were supposed to protect him, and the strained, carefully-worded letters from friends who feel increasingly out of reach.
    In the heart of Diagon Alley, Harry discovers something that should have been impossible: he is not only the Heir of House Potter, but also the Heir of House Black. Two ancient lines of magic awaken within him—fire and ice, honour and control—binding themselves to him in ways he is only beginning to understand.
    When legal magic confirms his emancipation, Harry is offered something he has never truly had before: choice.
    Taken in under the protection of a certain Weasley connection—someone far from the Ministry’s reach and far closer to Goblin law than most wizards realize—Harry begins to rebuild his life from the ground up.
    And if that so happened to be him resorting himself into a certain green and silver Hogwarts house? So be it.


    The Shedding before the Crown

    Harry Potter returns to Hogwarts knowing exactly where he belongs now. No uncertainty, no hesitation—when the Sorting Hat touches his head for the second time, green and silver will claim him without question.

    But knowing his House is far easier than surviving it.

    With old reputations shattered and new ones still fragile, Harry steps into a castle full of heirs who have been raised for this world since birth. There are political bargains in every corridor, tension at every table, and far more flirting than Harry knows what to do with. In Hogwarts, every conversation means something—and every mistake costs.

    Determined never again to be powerless, Harry throws himself into everything at once: fourteen O.W.L. subjects, the slow climb through pureblood politics, and the dangerous art of becoming someone the wizarding world cannot ignore.

    After all, balancing academic excellence, political manoeuvring, House rivalries, and his own increasingly complicated heart should be perfectly manageable.

    What could go wrong?

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    The story of a boy destined to die, and a brother who would do anything to save him

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    The Evans Boy

    “Mr. Evans,” Ollivander said, smiling wider. “Any relation to Lily Evans?”
    “Who?”

    Harry Evans was almost like any other boy growing up in Cokeworth. He lived alone in a house nobody else could see, he stole food from the supermarket and never got caught, and he had a little brother who had been hidden after the night their mother was killed. Harry was a secret, and he promised not to tell.

    A letter in an empty vault, a small boy with broken glasses, a portrait of a scowling girl. As Harry begins unraveling his own past, the threat against his brother grows.

    How long will his secrets keep when Harry is the only one standing between his brother and the world?

    A story about family, friendship, growing up, and, of course, the most powerful magic of all

    Chapters 1 to 8 - Pre-canon - 29k
    Chapters 9 to 23 - PS - 59k
    Chapters 24 to 49 - CoS - 107k
    Chapters 50 to 90 - PoA - 159k
    Chapters 91 to 172 - GoF - 314k

    link to discord thingie: https://discord.gg/bBmc8ZUJ4d


    The Evans Boy: Halcyon Days

    Part 2 of The Evans Boy

    Chapters 1 to 69 - OotP - 323k
    Chapters 70 to 159 - HBP - 352k


    The Evans Boy: Victims of Peace

    Part 3 of The Evans Boy

    Deathly Hallows stuff


    The Wrong Boy

    Harry Evans, secret older brother to the Boy Who Lived, wakes up in another world


    The Evans Boy: Salad Days

    When he arrived at Godric's Hollow, Voldemort got his shit rocked, and everyone got to have a mostly happy childhood.

    Fifteen years later, Monty gets ready for sixth year while Harry gets shit done.

    Everybody lives/nobody dies (for now) AU for TEB.

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    He rounded the corner towards the square right in front of the Temple– it was different than before because there had never been a square in front of the Temple.

    Obi-Wan froze in place the moment he looked up. His eyes observed the large statues one by one.

    Plo Koon, Mace Windu, Kit Fisto– they were all Councillors during the War.

    Obi-Wan stood in front of the statues as tears welled up in his eyes. He hadn’t seen them in a long time and these statues looked exactly like them. From facial features and expression down to the way they were seated– as if they were in a regular Council meeting.

    “Look Uncle Ben! It’s–” Obi-Wan leaped to Luke and covered his mouth before he could say anything else.

    “Yes, I see, it’s General Kenobi.” He hoped the beings whose attention was drawn towards them would move on quickly. “But try not to shout, Luke, alright?”

    His eyes left the boy to observe the statue of himself.

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    Or in which the Clones take over the Empire and Obi-Wan hears rumours about the whole ordeal which causes him to head back to Coruscant.

    Updates whenever inspiration strikes.

    Shelves: Star Wars Fics

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    To the Wizarding World, Harry Potter is the invincible Boy Who Lived. But behind closed doors, the weight of the "chosen one" title is crushing him. Battling a darkness that has nothing to do with Voldemort, Harry finds himself pushed to the edge as the Tri-Wizard Tournament begins. Between physical scars and a depression that grows heavier with every passing year, Harry is reaching his breaking point.
    When the world demands a hero, Harry is just trying to survive every day. He's spent most of his life saving everyone else-but is there anyone left to save him?
    In a castle full of people, Harry has never felt more alone. But someone is watching. Someone has noticed the silence in his eyes. As the stakes turn deadly, will the person he least expects be the one to finally see the cracks in the mirror?

    A story full of love, encouragement, friendship, angst, romance, fluff, healing, (occasionally smut) and much more.

    ⚠((Warning))⚠
    This story contains Depression, Abuse, Anxiety attacks, Mentions of suicide, blood and gore.

    A ɾҽɱιɳԃҽɾ ƚԋαƚ I ԃσ ɳσƚ σɯɳ αɳყ σϝ ƚԋҽʂҽ ƈԋαɾαƈƚҽɾʂ αʂ ƚԋҽყ Ⴆҽʅσɳɠ ƚσ J.K. Rσɯʅιɳɠ.

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    Out of all the people in the world twenty-six-year-old Harry Potter could have trusted with coaching him through his bi awakening, he chose Draco Malfoy. And because Draco is a sucker, he agreed. Now Harry's a Malfoy and the Manor's favourite—and if it would stop saying that was Draco's fault, that would be great—and Draco has to come to terms with just how much he would do for a Chosen One who insists on handing him larger and more fragile mysteries to protect.

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    archiveofourown.org
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    The Heir to the House of Prince

    "So you're adopted?
    "Supposedly."

    "So your Dad ... he's not ...?"

    "Seems like it."
    "Huh." Theo stares at Harry with those grey eyes that look silver in the cauldron smoke between them. "But you're the heir to this ... House of Prince, so he's probably -"

    "Yes. Probably." Harry looks at Theo sharply. "You don't know who he is, do you?"

    "No." Theo looks back just as sharply. "If I did, I would tell you. You know I would."

    "I do."

    Something loosens inside Harry's chest. Something that has been tightening ever since Cedric died. He may not have his friends, or Sirius, or even know who he fucking is anymore, but he has this. At least he has Theo.

    Summer of 4th year and Harry's all alone, dealing with his grief and the sudden revelation that James Potter is not his father. Support comes in a strange form. The form of Theo Nott, son of a death Eater. A strange friend who says he'll help him find his true father, whoever this Lord Prince might be.


    The Heir to the House of Prince Part 2 - The rise of the Black Prince

    Harry dreams.
    Beyond the veil, he realises that there is no taste to the air. He stands with the Black Prince and watches the ravens fly in slow circles above a triangle made of shadows.
    "I'm dreaming," Harry says.
    "You may be," the Black Prince smiles at him.
    "Are you?" Harry asks. "Dreaming?"
    "It's possible," the Black Prince watches the ravens with soft familiarity. "This is the place where we meet."
    Then Sirius' arms are around him. Warm, strong, loving, hugging him from behind with that smell of cigarettes and whisky. "You're a lynchpin in the universe, Harry."
    Harry turns with a smile to hug his godfather but Sirius is not there. Bellatrix is leaning over him and Harry is encased in stone, unable to breathe, unable to think through the pain in his hand.
    "I expected more."
    Harry screams and wakes, but not for long.
    The dreams pull him back.


    The Heir to the House of Prince Part 3 - The Last Necromancer

    "And they shall not return from Charon's gate
    and tread the mortal paths again
    except for the children of Persephone
    the twilight flames of nekros
    who mark the manteia of the daughters of Nyx.
    Beware those who bring the Moirai."
    - The Necromancer Prophecy of Ursula Shipton

    "And his power shall return in England's hour of need, to rid the land of darkness again."
    - The prophecy of Merlin

    "Then Morgana Le Fey took from Death’s own stallions a hair of finest silver and the stallions could be seen no more upon the field of battle, only to the warriors who had seen the steps of Death as she passed. The Fae Queen took from her people a cut of the wood of their Elders and it bled with their tears and berries were formed. Then from the body of Mryddin where he lay, his life spent upon the field of battle, they took a bone from his arm that had borne the sword of the lake. Each part they gave to Death and she fashioned for Morgana Le Fey a weapon of great power."
    - Marina Ollivander's Account of the death of Merlin.

    You're a lynchpin in the universe, Harry.

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    Draco fought to keep his expression neutral, though it was difficult under Harry’s intense gaze.

    “Don’t do that,” Harry said, his voice low.

    “Do what?” Draco asked again.

    “Modify your reactions around me. Or coddle me, or whatever, because you think I’m being emotional or I can’t handle it or you’re worried about upsetting me. Everybody does it, and I hate it.” Harry exhaled harshly. “I can’t handle it from you, too.”

    Draco sighed, twisting the ring around his finger. “You are my client, remaining neutral and unbiased is my job, Harry. So is making sure you’re in the proper state to handle-”

    “Oh, screw you,” Harry interrupted.

    OR

    Harry comes home after a long absence and Draco is still learning of old ghosts. What follows is a slow, rediscovery of what it means to belong.. both to the world, and to someone else. Or.. Harry and Draco are doing their best.

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    Months after deserting the Empire and joining the Clone rebellion, Cody's pulled back into the clutches of the Empire---this time, as a prisoner.

    Until, suddenly, he isn’t. One minute, he's lying in his cell. The next, Order 66 hasn't happened yet. Dead men walk and laugh and fight. The Empire doesn't exist. Everything is exactly how it used to be---except for Cody.

    Shelves: Star Wars Fics

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    archiveofourown.org
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    Draco Malfoy is not losing his mind, thank you very much. He’s just... hearing voices.

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    Of The People and Desert Storm Albums by BairnSidhe & ValkyriePhoenix

    Companion work to Roots (Run Deep Into the Hollow)
    What it says on the tin.


    Roots (Run Deep Into the Hollow) by BairnSidhe & ValkyriePhoenix

    Bail Organa makes slightly different choices.
    Everything changes.
    Nothing changes.


    Bite Down (A Little Harder) by BairnSidhe & ValkyriePhoenix

    Rebellions may be built on hope, but above that foundation rebellions are made of pain, rage, and stubbornness.

    Which makes them the perfect place for a Punk Rock Princess and her Tatooine Metal-head brother.


    Strike back (a little harder) by BairnSidhe & ValkyriePhoenix

    In the Roots-Verse, rebellion does not belong solely to the epic protagonists.
    Music does not belong solely to the Rebellion.
    Choices do not belong solely to those in command.

    Sometimes soldiers decide to disobey orders.
    Sometimes they decide to strike back.
    Sometimes Stormtroopers wake up.

    Shelves: Star Wars Fics

    Site:
    archiveofourown.org
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    196,757
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  14. limbo by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
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    02 Apr 2025

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    13 years ago, Cursebreaker Harry James Potter went missing from his home in London, with zero traces or clues about his whereabouts. Draco Malfoy has spent the last 17 years in France, studying and working, and finally he is ready to return to a normal life in wizarding London, with a cushy job as a potions master making medical potions in St. Mungo's. Unfortunately, a normal life is going to have to wait, because the presumed dead Harry Potter has just shown up in his house, not a day older than when he went missing, and not a single memory of where he was, presenting with werewolf attributes and a fervent hunger.

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    archiveofourown.org
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    Five years after the war, Grimmauld Place lies in ruins, its magic unpredictable. Yet, Harry refuses to let it go—it's the last piece of Sirius he has left. Desperate to restore the house, he turns to the one person who might be able to help: Draco Malfoy.

    Big mistake.

    The ancestral magic, confused and unsettled, spirals out of control. Who is the house’s true master? Who does it serve? In its uncertainty, the house transforms itself into a labyrinth where every corridor twists and shifts, and every room hides a secret.

    Now, the two former rivals must navigate the house’s treacherous halls together.Will they find their way out—or will they be pulled further in?

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    COMPLETE!

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    Resonance

    “Professors McGonagall and Moody kept them working until the very last second of their classes too, and Snape, of course, would no sooner let them play games in class than adopt Harry.”

    — Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

    "Challenge Accepted."

    It's Easter of year six and Harry struggles with visions he's inherited from Voldemort. Dumbledore is reaching the end of his time and needs to ensure someone will take care of Harry after he's gone. An incident in the Forbidden Forest where Snape must care for an injured Harry without using magic sets in motion a chain of events that impacts how the prophecy plays out and brings former enemies to a place of mutual understanding.

    Alternative Year Six story that extends into Harry's post-Hogwarts years. Canonical as conveniently possible through OotP. (Originally written and posted between March 2004 and June 2005, between books 5 and 6 and around the time of movie 3 under the username GreenGecko. This is the 5th edition.)

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    Midoriya meets Todoroki under circumstances he would have never thought of. Todoroki wants to keep everyone at a distance but finds himself having friends for the first time in his life. Can Midoriya and Todoroki heal from their past to move forward in their life or will they succumb to their dark desires?

    Shelves: My Hero Academia

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    After Strange’s spell, Peter was lonely and got reckless. He stopped caring about himself so much with no one left to care. This led to riskier and riskier moves until he made one he couldn’t walk away from.
    Peter wakes, drowning. Suddenly, he’s 14 years old again in a strange city that is weirdly familiar. Even though no one knows him still, a few seem oddly interested. All he wants is to stop feeling so damn angry all the time.

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    I went down a rabbit hole with these fics about a month ago, and my life will never be the same. I'd say I'm sorry, but I'm really not.

    Shelves: Marvel Comics, Crossovers, DC Comics

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    Astoria was dead and Draco Malfoy decided all that was left to do was to stuff a leaf into his mouth and become an Animagus.

    After his wife Astoria dies at the hands of a blood curse, Draco Malfoy falls under investigation; except the Auror assigned to his case is Harry Potter, and Harry Potter has a very different opinion of Draco than everybody else, including Draco himself.

    Shelves: Harry Potter

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    archiveofourown.org
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    The Wizengamot in its wisdom determined at his trial that Draco ought to return to Hogwarts to scrape together a few NEWTs and perhaps even a sense of community and fellow feeling amongst all the other children, rather ragged round the edges--and a good deal in the middle--battered and burnt and even orphaned in the war. And with a choice between the school he had outgrown and a cosy cell in Azkaban, Draco plumped for school.

    Draco returns to Hogwarts for 8th year and finds himself a pariah. To his surprise, Harry Potter is the only person who seems to want anything to do with him.

    Shelves: Harry Potter

    Site:
    archiveofourown.org
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